Part XL

oh well, I guess this is it. the end of the 'journey'.
tepat 3 bulan. *my first move = 28 january 2009*
tepat di post ke-40. *XL doesn't mean xtra larga duhh*



congratulations to both of you, I'm happy for it :)
awet-awet ya kak!

Part XXXIX

errr about yesterday's trip, kak Aldo said;

"akhir yang baik untuk mengakhiri liburan yang cukup panjang."

and somehow, I agree with him :)

Part XXXVIII

seharusnya gak kaya gini. months ago, things used to be better.



argh tau ah, do whatever you want, suit yourself.
oh, congratulations. my feelings says you win.
me? the opposite, of course.
all hail the new queen.

Part XXXVII

WHAT. THE. HELL. THEWHATTT?
*lemes*

Untitled

i know this sounds lame and cheesy, and i know the song is so years ago
tapi siapa yang gak nganggep lagu ini jadi soundtrack masalah gebet-menggebet?
anyway, here goes.


ketika kurasakan sudah
ada ruang dihatiku yang kau sentuh
dan ketika kusadari sudah
tak selalu indah cinta yang ada
mungkin memang ku yang harus mengerti
bilaku bukan yang ingin kau miliki
salahkah ku bila
kaulah yang ada dihatiku?

adakah ku singgah dihatiku?
mungkinkah kau rindukan adaku?
adakah ku sedikit dihatimu?
bilakah ku menggangu harimu
mungkinkah kau tak ingin adaku?
adakah ku sedikit dihatimu?

bila memang ku yang harus mengerti
mengapa cintamu tak dapat kumiliki?
salahkah ku bila
kaulah yang ada dihatiku?

bila cinta kita tak kan tercipta
ku hanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti
adakah diriku singgah dihatimu?
dan bilakah kau tau
kaulah yang ada dihatiku
kau yang ada dihatiku
adakah ku dihatimu?


jujur, gemes banget rasanya pengen nge-Bold semua kalimat, cuma nampaknya agak lebay ya
AH GILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Part XXXV

my hands were shaking so badly!
anyway, i'm hoping you like my present :)

17

Happy Birthday to yoooooooou!



*crossing fingers*

Part XXXIV

lari pagi tadi bener-bener ngga kerasa capek
hahaha seriously, thanks!
:D

Part XXXIII

i've been reading some chat logs, about 3 or 4 months ago.
you know what? i can see the differences.

is it because you know now?
:'(

Part XXXII

from his notes.

11. Say something wise!
She Loves You


mhm. see? she loves you, dude!
who's she? haha none other than moi.

Par XXXI

gotta love yesterday's Java Jazz Festival, hehe

Part XXX

hoping your feet will get well soon AYSAP! :D

Part XXIX

argh selalu negangin kalo kaya gini.

masalahnya cuma karena gw takut salah.
iye takut kalo gini salah, gitu salah.
argh :(

Part XXVIII

today's my birthday.



well, agak meleset dari perkiraan, tapi gpp lah.
makasih ya udah ngucapin :) hehe

Part XXVII

your expression was priceless, really.
kaya anak kecil terlalu bahagia, and somehow it's cute, aw aw aw

Part XXVI

oke. sekarang. gw. takut. banget.



please someone convince me that everything will be fine :(

Part XXV

aaaarghh how did that guy know?
no, not ehm.
but someone knows about this, and that someone is no ordinary someone.
he's one of the leaders.


matikauuuuuuuuu!!!!
*starting to panic*

Part XXIV

mungkin gw gak menang, that's okay
but i'm happy to know that you won :)
selamat ya, hehe

Part XXIII

you're so cute like a polar bear doing parkour
;)

Part XXII

................
"but is there?"
--his blog, 05022009

WELL ACTUALLY THERE IS KAK, AND THAT GIRL IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES, WAITING FOR YOU TO MOVE. which is me.




God, what can i do to make you realize?