20090228

Part XXVII

your expression was priceless, really.
kaya anak kecil terlalu bahagia, and somehow it's cute, aw aw aw

20090225

Part XXVI

oke. sekarang. gw. takut. banget.



please someone convince me that everything will be fine :(

20090224

Part XXV

aaaarghh how did that guy know?
no, not ehm.
but someone knows about this, and that someone is no ordinary someone.
he's one of the leaders.


matikauuuuuuuuu!!!!
*starting to panic*

20090222

Part XXIV

mungkin gw gak menang, that's okay
but i'm happy to know that you won :)
selamat ya, hehe

20090220

Part XXIII

you're so cute like a polar bear doing parkour
;)

20090217

Part XXII

................
"but is there?"
--his blog, 05022009

WELL ACTUALLY THERE IS KAK, AND THAT GIRL IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES, WAITING FOR YOU TO MOVE. which is me.




God, what can i do to make you realize?

20090216

Part XXI

okaaay. okaaaay. okaaaay.


my heart beated sooooo fast after i called your name,
my hand was shaking as i talked to you,
but i'm glad that you said my cookie is not too shabby :D
so maybe plan A wasn't so bad after all, hehe

20090215

Part XX

sooo from the previous post, i've decided to make you some chocolate chip cookies!
and this time it is real.



but the trouble is, i don't know how to give those cookies to you tomorrow.
well if i can give it you by tomorrow, i hope you'll like it!

20090214

Part XIX

sooo since today is Valentine's Day, here's what i've been imagining;

i'll make you a big size, home made cupcake, i'll put some chocolate icings and your name's initial on top of it.
then i'll put it inside a blue colored box with a tiny silver ribbon on top, when it's all done, i'll send it to your house, in front of your bedroom door to be exact.
so that when you open the door, Voila! there it is :)


that will be perfect.

20090213

now then

Arctic Monkeys - Mardy Bum, has been played for 41 times.


oh wow.
:D

Part XVIII

it's a good thing to see you being nice to me today.



walaupun belom sepenuhnya kaya dulu tapi gpp lah, thanks!
oh, and goodluck to you for the work :)

20090211

Part XVII

uwooooooooo pmnya menohok cuy



mulai ga bener nih bahasanya -_-

20090210

Part XVI

is it a wrong thing that i gave you the picture?
is it so wrong that it change you like this?
is it wrong thing that i like you?



God, oh God please make the situation better.
i don't like this AT ALL.

20090208

Part XV

"it's impossible to ignore you....."


what if you're the one who's ignored by him?
it feels like shit.




AAAAAAAAAAHHH YOU'VE CHANGED! YOU'VE CHANGED!
and i hate it.
:'((

20090207

Part XIV

you still don't realize it, do you?



stay strong chan, stay strong.

20090205

Part XIII

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?



that song is officially today's soundtrack, thanks to Mente :D

20090204

agree with Jason Mraz,

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through

And all I really want to do is to feel you
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me

If it kills me

How long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all


If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
I'd tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man

But I never said I would
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again


If It Kills Me - Jason Mraz

Part XII

.......


well it's obvious that you've bit me.

20090201

Part XI

HEY, ARE YOU BLIND?
I'M RIGHT HERE IN FRONT OF YOU!
GAK USAH NENGOK KEMANA-MANA WOOOOOY!




man, i wish you knew how i feel about you, you dumbass.